Free speech

the curse of cain was to wander. wandering can have some bad effects on a person. without a home you have very little chance to start a business. life is more expensive when you have to pay for shelter. you lose your friends every time you have to move. the effort to belong somewhere can bring unscrupulous characters into your life. you yourself can become an unscrupulous character. you have no community. people distrust strangers. "good fences make good neighbors." a peaceful quiet place where your mind and spirit can settle. people get along better when everybody has nothing. no money or property to argue and fight for. fail to respect the wrong person and they will let you know that they are no better than you. "we are being invaded" turns into "ethnic cleansing". the government rules by the consent of the people but now that consent is created by the media. it's not popular to feel sorry for you.  there's no mark to protect you. you are nothing...

 you do as you're told. we will take advantage of you by doing whatever we want. I'm calling it weaponized hypocrisy. they don't even care if they are called hypocrites any more. they don't really care what we say at all. they have anger and we have comedy. don't get me wrong, on some level everyone is a hypocrite. but they don't always do it deliberately. I will accept the criticism when it is true. science has had faithful fanatics for a long time but they only accuse religion of doing that. science is supposed to be repeatable but unless you have done an experiment and proven your theory it's just blind faith. Not every experiment can be conducted in the exact conditions either. some people decide they have seen evidence but can't repeat the event. one day you see a sign and the next day it may be gone. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPu8SiwjtTg

i just saw a video about racism and sexism that I didn't watch. I wondered what people they would like to help. rich women or poor women? rich minorities or poor minorities? the poor of course. so why not all the poor? they keep carving niche laws for specific categories and turning us against each other.they are going to lose the argument for all of us. I see 5 problems. 1. hiring practices are unfair. 2. education is a gamble, possibly because of problem 1. 3. the justice system oppresses the poor by design. 4. housing. 5. the media. a good job is the best way out of poverty. the problem with people is that they prefer people they know. so if you are in their network you are more likely to be hired regardless of being a woman or minority. I think social media will affect this. people make the excuse that ownership gives owners the right to choose but they refuse to excuse the poor for the outcome. i have no network connections to get a good job is a legitimate complaint. you can ...

 its a strange coincidence that I ended up homeless and now homelessness becomes a political issue. I put all my ideas online.I havent yet held back an idea trying to make money. right now It's mostly because I'm still living out of bags. so github is a backup as well as a way of perpetuating my work via other people. my mental illness is mild I think. it's like a sense of panic accompanied by racing thoughts and emotions.I don't really have hallucinations. the problem for me is the fatigue and lack of motivation that come with the medication. I'm drinking energy drinks trying to stay awake. plus I'm too old for this shit. when did caring about people become unpopular? I watched "all in the family" and now I can see that it was propaganda. what bothers me is not the message of the show but why we needed it and who was responsible.I remember around christmas time tv would show "a christmas carol". a movie about immorality of greed. now the pop...

I welcome ai taking more jobs. some people think they are more evolved than others. you can't compare people who live in completely different worlds.I do admire the skills some people have. I only get looked down on by them though. I have skills too. they don't seem to respect anything about me. your world is devolving. you need your niche just like me. your skill will be obsolete when your world is different.you are not more highly evolved. you are human. Society can run a million different ways. Should we constantly raise the requirement for living or adapt the society to the population?   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVFEyWn2kJU

metal music has sang about the end of the world for decades.if it ever happens they told you so. people are saying that chatgpt is causing psychosis. i dont have a problem with chatbots. I have been running my own large language model with speech to text using ollama+whisper. it would have to do something really strange to make me think it was more than a program.I used to have a problem with the fortune program though. the random fortune cookies would mess with my head. sort of similar to delusions Terry Davis had. funny how schizophrenics sometimes have similar delusions. I watch "the telepathy tapes" and they say they can prove autistic kids are telepathic. schizophrenics have been saying this forever but nobody believes them. it's like an ability you can barely grasp. like seeing or hearing something barely distinguishable. I believe in dowsing because i saw it work myself, so that proves to me there are forces we don't know about. chemicals can alter emotions so ...