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make america great

i just saw a video about racism and sexism that I didn't watch. I wondered what people they would like to help. rich women or poor women? rich minorities or poor minorities? the poor of course. so why not all the poor? they keep carving niche laws for specific categories and turning us against each other.they are going to lose the argument for all of us. I see 5 problems. 1. hiring practices are unfair. 2. education is a gamble, possibly because of problem 1. 3. the justice system oppresses the poor by design. 4. housing. 5. the media. a good job is the best way out of poverty. the problem with people is that they prefer people they know. so if you are in their network you are more likely to be hired regardless of being a woman or minority. I think social media will affect this. people make the excuse that ownership gives owners the right to choose but they refuse to excuse the poor for the outcome. i have no network connections to get a good job is a legitimate complaint. you can ...
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propaganda

 its a strange coincidence that I ended up homeless and now homelessness becomes a political issue. I put all my ideas online.I havent yet held back an idea trying to make money. right now It's mostly because I'm still living out of bags. so github is a backup as well as a way of perpetuating my work via other people. my mental illness is mild I think. it's like a sense of panic accompanied by racing thoughts and emotions.I don't really have hallucinations. the problem for me is the fatigue and lack of motivation that come with the medication. I'm drinking energy drinks trying to stay awake. plus I'm too old for this shit. when did caring about people become unpopular? I watched "all in the family" and now I can see that it was propaganda. what bothers me is not the message of the show but why we needed it and who was responsible.I remember around christmas time tv would show "a christmas carol". a movie about immorality of greed. now the pop...
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evolution

I welcome ai taking more jobs. some people think they are more evolved than others. you can't compare people who live in completely different worlds.I do admire the skills some people have. I only get looked down on by them though. I have skills too. they don't seem to respect anything about me. your world is devolving. you need your niche just like me. your skill will be obsolete when your world is different.you are not more highly evolved. you are human. Society can run a million different ways. Should we constantly raise the requirement for living or adapt the society to the population?   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVFEyWn2kJU
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anthem to the apocalypse

metal music has sang about the end of the world for decades.if it ever happens they told you so. people are saying that chatgpt is causing psychosis. i dont have a problem with chatbots. I have been running my own large language model with speech to text using ollama+whisper. it would have to do something really strange to make me think it was more than a program.I used to have a problem with the fortune program though. the random fortune cookies would mess with my head. sort of similar to delusions Terry Davis had. funny how schizophrenics sometimes have similar delusions. I watch "the telepathy tapes" and they say they can prove autistic kids are telepathic. schizophrenics have been saying this forever but nobody believes them. it's like an ability you can barely grasp. like seeing or hearing something barely distinguishable. I believe in dowsing because i saw it work myself, so that proves to me there are forces we don't know about. chemicals can alter emotions so ...
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playing the victim

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6BOHpjIZyx0 people like to accuse me of playing the victim rather than think about what I am saying and change things.fact is I have zero friends in my life because anyone who would make this accusation either behind your back or to your face is not a friend. a real friend would not think so lowly of me. especially when it is your own family that knows you have consistently worked and sacrificed for them. they themselves do not know the true meaning of those words. a real friend would have empathy.  I've been delt some problems that are nobodys fault, as far as I know, like mental illness but, at least since becoming an adult I have given a strong effort. my situation continues to change though and every situation needs a unique effort. recently I'm not sure what to do. I'm too old for this shit. I blame the media. did anyone notice how all the media sites removed their comment section? the media has consistently taught people that money make...
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communityism

 I'm an introvert. I try to make friends but i'm really not that social. this is a disadvantage in life. sure i'm a geek I guess and I spend as much time as I can on the computer and building electronics but I don't know anybody.I'm not a nerd, nerds do better in school than I did. nerds are my heros. whether you are a geek or a nerd you are likely a little introverted. if you watch the propaganda they tell you "small business is the backbone of the economy" and things like that. small businesses are just that , small. they don't create jobs. talk of meritocracy is just that. most businesses hire family, then friends, then people they like, and lastly the most qualified. I never fit in anywhere and people don't care about me. the so called community can be very exclusive. when it comes down to it you find out that real friends are rare. every action has results whether they are direct or not. I hope they have to pay for what they have done to me. I...
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I'm not crazy YOU ARE.

 If you have a yubikey 5 and you want to use it on linux remember to set the pin. one day an integrated circuit printer could be real. There are lots of semiconductors besides silicon that might be used.Graphene is a fairly new material.a crystal radio uses a "crystal" as a diode. that diode can be made out of many materials.Even a lesser quality semiconductor would be valuable if it was printable. when i'm off my medication i'm manic. the medication has serious withdrawal symptoms though. they are the opposite of the side effects of the medicine.  It makes you sleepy so I get manic. It makes you hungry and thirsty so I have no hunger or thirst. it makes you emotions dull so you get very emotional. these withdrawal symptoms can last a very long time because the medication takes a long time to get in and out of your system. I'm on my medication. schizophrenia is basically a self fulfilling diagnosis. I'm pretty convinced that if you take these medicines for abo...
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