communityism

 I'm an introvert. I try to make friends but i'm really not that social. this is a disadvantage in life. sure i'm a geek I guess and I spend as much time as I can on the computer and building electronics but I don't know anybody.I'm not a nerd, nerds do better in school than I did. nerds are my heros. whether you are a geek or a nerd you are likely a little introverted. if you watch the propaganda they tell you "small business is the backbone of the economy" and things like that. small businesses are just that , small. they don't create jobs. talk of meritocracy is just that. most businesses hire family, then friends, then people they like, and lastly the most qualified. I never fit in anywhere and people don't care about me. the so called community can be very exclusive. when it comes down to it you find out that real friends are rare. every action has results whether they are direct or not. I hope they have to pay for what they have done to me. It's not illegal but it is wrong. a just God would count it against them. It's corruption. A community is nothing but a tribe and tribalism used to be a bad thing. Now all you hear is community this and community that. What community do I belong to?

Also it was last year around this date I saw a green light in the sky that traveled quickly in straight lines and made several sharp turns without banking. never saw anything like that before. other people saw it too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lfpWDOzE5nM