Free speech

I have to apologize to Mr. Snitzer. I am having trouble figuring out who to trust. I watched a video of his and later used one of his ideas. He suggested using a dash cam.My trouble was going to the store so I bought a body camera. They are on Ebay for $10 or $20. They are smaller than your thumb. The capabilities of those little cameras are superior to camcorders from 20 years ago. So I fixed to camera to the middle of my shirt with a magnet and walked in the store. I'm not a crazy person. Haven't you ever seen a video blog? A few strange things happened that where not really important to say now. The main thing is that I think they know What I was saying. I remember everything and I could  point it out in the videos. They gave me no choice. I have to shop to get things I need. Somebody knew this and probably just to mock me they added a nonexistent grocery store near me on Google maps. After shopping I went cruising town. I can't stay couped up in the house all the time.

I'm still alive. I'm ready for today. I would like to share a story. The last time I went to the local department store. I walked in and grabbed a cart. I noticed a green grasshopper on the front of the cart. I walked all over the store getting things I need. I hate going to the store. I walked past other shoppers. The grasshopper didn't jump away or fall. He rode the cart all the way to the checkout and out the door. I thought that was cool and I didn't have anyone to tell it to.

sometime when I am thinking about doing something, let's say for example I'm thinking about getting a good job, I get cold chills. This tells me that it's not going to happen. I may be thinking about posting something online, I get chills, I don't do it. There is something I have been wondering about in the bible and I posted it and deleted it once but no chills today. NIV revelation 13:9 He who has an ear, let him hear 13:10 If anyone is to go into captivity, into captivity he will go.If anyone is to be killed with the sword, with the sword he will be killed. This calls for patience endurance and faithfulness on the part of the saints, KJV revelation 13:9 If any man has an ear, let him hear. 13:10 He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: He that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and faith of the saints. The problem is that this looks like an important instruction and the 2 versions of the bible appea

You know what would be cool? A weaponized meme. Let's say a  meme that would infect everyone who shared it. I'm so creative. Good day. Edit: I'm not talking about a computer virus..... Your attack on me is an admission of guilt. We're taking down your cultural genocide and systems of control. Don't worry. They're not real anyway.

I think maybe I'm being monitored..... Like I didn't know that. Keep playing your dirty tricks. You'll only hurt yourself in the long run. It has to be at least a small group of them wasting their time on me. I'M FLATTERED! They must be afraid to talk. I wonder how much they spent just recently. Another hundred, another hundred, a thousand. Someone watching 24/7. Maybe more than one. You think I'm trapped. You think you're better than me? No, I'm modest, but I have eyes and ears. I'm above average in many ways. That's why they don't like me. You'll see. I'm no accident. I'm not sure if this could be the federal government or maybe the state. I used to have a low flying plane circle my house once a week. No, I wasn't hallucinating. A small Cesna type plane circled my house once a week for many YEARS. I still does sometimes. I know the airport where they take off from and I've called to complain but they still do it.

I joined a couple of dating sites. If you were thinking about trying it I wouldn't recommend it unless you are as desperate as I  am. All the ladies look fake. I don't know if they are posting old pictures  or what but none of them look their age. You get a free account but then you start getting messages that require you to pay for a subscription. I'm not that stupid. I feel cheated by life. My family, My work, my love life. I've seen signs of the cause that is hidden that controls cultures and society invisibly. Believe me or don't. It's not always visible to me but I don't forget it's there. Where have the real men gone? edit: Don't bother with a free dating site account.You get to look at the ladies but if you try to talk to them you have to subscribe.That's 4 out of 4 site so far. eharmony, okcupid, match and zoosk all have unusable free accounts that try to persuade you to subscribe. That's a cruel dirty trick.

I'm calming down. Still kind of suspicious of other people. Like, why does facebook allow me to login with my email name without the domain. A little suspicious. I'll be fine. I'm still planning on moving. I guess the plan is that I need to save money first. Then I will look for cluster of jobs I would like to do and try to move to that area. Wish me luck.

I don't think anybody is reading this blog. I'm recovering from my dehydration. The dry mouth may be a side effect of years of antipsychotic medication. Thanks doctor! I want to give people some good advice. You all need to clean your thoughts.When you have a hateful thought about other people, a selfish thought, an overly proud thought, consider it an invader and push it out of you mind. On the other hand, don't let people condemn and judge you. We're in a spiritual war. I do not hear voices or have hallucinations. On the 1st ,like 3 days ago, about 8pm, I was listening to the police scanner. They started to report a car wreck. Then a semi fire. Then the fire was out. Then another semi fire. Then finally there was a semi fire and they said they where calling emergency management. The important thing to understand is what I felt the whole time. I may have mentioned before that I was arrested for resisting arrest.The funny thing is that my last run in with the loca

So I had to work on my brakes the other day and there was some kind of chemical on the parts. I washed it off but the stink was so bad that I put them outside until I could do the work. I've been working out a lot lately and I noticed a urine smell on my sweaty clothes. I figured I was dehydrated.I only drink distilled water now because for some reason most water leaves a dry after taste. I drank some pedialite and I felt better but I didn't feel like going to the store so I looked for sources of sodium potassium and zinc in the house. My house ( the bunker ) is well stocked. I found some potassium bitartrate. I bought it to grow crystals but it is a food additive used in desserts like lemon meringue pie and angel food cake.I mixed 1 teaspoon in a liter bottle. I took a tiny sip and immediately didn't feel right. I went to sleep and I was achy all over, my hands hurt, my head hurt and my eyes hurt. I went to the google for help(That's a joke). I thought I might have o