Free speech

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6BOHpjIZyx0 people like to accuse me of playing the victim rather than think about what I am saying and change things.fact is I have zero friends in my life because anyone who would make this accusation either behind your back or to your face is not a friend. a real friend would not think so lowly of me. especially when it is your own family that knows you have consistently worked and sacrificed for them. they themselves do not know the true meaning of those words. a real friend would have empathy.  I've been delt some problems that are nobodys fault, as far as I know, like mental illness but, at least since becoming an adult I have given a strong effort. my situation continues to change though and every situation needs a unique effort. recently I'm not sure what to do. I'm too old for this shit. I blame the media. did anyone notice how all the media sites removed their comment section? the media has consistently taught people that money make...

 I'm an introvert. I try to make friends but i'm really not that social. this is a disadvantage in life. sure i'm a geek I guess and I spend as much time as I can on the computer and building electronics but I don't know anybody.I'm not a nerd, nerds do better in school than I did. nerds are my heros. whether you are a geek or a nerd you are likely a little introverted. if you watch the propaganda they tell you "small business is the backbone of the economy" and things like that. small businesses are just that , small. they don't create jobs. talk of meritocracy is just that. most businesses hire family, then friends, then people they like, and lastly the most qualified. I never fit in anywhere and people don't care about me. the so called community can be very exclusive. when it comes down to it you find out that real friends are rare. every action has results whether they are direct or not. I hope they have to pay for what they have done to me. I...

 If you have a yubikey 5 and you want to use it on linux remember to set the pin. one day an integrated circuit printer could be real. There are lots of semiconductors besides silicon that might be used.Graphene is a fairly new material.a crystal radio uses a "crystal" as a diode. that diode can be made out of many materials.Even a lesser quality semiconductor would be valuable if it was printable. when i'm off my medication i'm manic. the medication has serious withdrawal symptoms though. they are the opposite of the side effects of the medicine.  It makes you sleepy so I get manic. It makes you hungry and thirsty so I have no hunger or thirst. it makes you emotions dull so you get very emotional. these withdrawal symptoms can last a very long time because the medication takes a long time to get in and out of your system. I'm on my medication. schizophrenia is basically a self fulfilling diagnosis. I'm pretty convinced that if you take these medicines for abo...

  Our problem is spiritual. people just don't care. we had our culture war and they won. the losers are becoming "soft kill" victims. I'm a little nihilist. we are born without our consent and pain and fear trap us here. i highly doubt the recent pro-mortalist attack in the news, most likely a false flag. where was the fbi? the news is only what they want you to hear. the biggest injustice is the justice system itself. the poor, homeless and mentally ill are being swept up in it. how will the majority relearn compassion. Why do we rush to help people affected by disaster but refuse to house the homeless? people must not believe in an afterlife or any form of karma. pray all you want but you knew this was happening and did nothing. the LEAST you could do is speak up. if everyone is too scared to speak up to help other human beings then what will save them? feminists and minorities get a voice but what about the poor. if we are not trying to help poor women and poor min...

 I was thinking about augmented reality so I looked it up.It looks like augmented reality contact lenses are becoming a thing. How practical or useful they are i don't know. Then I thought if you closed your eyes you could still see the display, maybe even when you are asleep. What are the applications of digital dreams? Does AI generated dreams sound creepy to you?

I have been watching some video of Terry Davis and I don't see anything mentally ill or schizophrenic about him. Why would anyone want to put a person on debilitating medication unless it was absolutely necessary? I see some similarities between us. May he rest in peace, or the afterlife of his preference. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pM1LRNSOals