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I'm not crazy YOU ARE.

 If you have a yubikey 5 and you want to use it on linux remember to set the pin. one day an integrated circuit printer could be real. There are lots of semiconductors besides silicon that might be used.Graphene is a fairly new material.a crystal radio uses a "crystal" as a diode. that diode can be made out of many materials.Even a lesser quality semiconductor would be valuable if it was printable. when i'm off my medication i'm manic. the medication has serious withdrawal symptoms though. they are the opposite of the side effects of the medicine.  It makes you sleepy so I get manic. It makes you hungry and thirsty so I have no hunger or thirst. it makes you emotions dull so you get very emotional. these withdrawal symptoms can last a very long time because the medication takes a long time to get in and out of your system. I'm on my medication. schizophrenia is basically a self fulfilling diagnosis. I'm pretty convinced that if you take these medicines for abo...

ignorance is no excuse.

  Our problem is spiritual. people just don't care. we had our culture war and they won. the losers are becoming "soft kill" victims. I'm a little nihilist. we are born without our consent and pain and fear trap us here. i highly doubt the recent pro-mortalist attack in the news, most likely a false flag. where was the fbi? the news is only what they want you to hear. the biggest injustice is the justice system itself. the poor, homeless and mentally ill are being swept up in it. how will the majority relearn compassion. Why do we rush to help people affected by disaster but refuse to house the homeless? people must not believe in an afterlife or any form of karma. pray all you want but you knew this was happening and did nothing. the LEAST you could do is speak up. if everyone is too scared to speak up to help other human beings then what will save them? feminists and minorities get a voice but what about the poor. if we are not trying to help poor women and poor min...

digital dreams

 I was thinking about augmented reality so I looked it up.It looks like augmented reality contact lenses are becoming a thing. How practical or useful they are i don't know. Then I thought if you closed your eyes you could still see the display, maybe even when you are asleep. What are the applications of digital dreams? Does AI generated dreams sound creepy to you?

Terry Davis

I have been watching some video of Terry Davis and I don't see anything mentally ill or schizophrenic about him. Why would anyone want to put a person on debilitating medication unless it was absolutely necessary? I see some similarities between us. May he rest in peace, or the afterlife of his preference. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pM1LRNSOals

truth

 I was reading today and I found a comment that said there is free speech but not freedom from consequences and I wanted to reply but I knew I couldn't so I put my reply here. in a mature and civil society the consequence of free speech is debate or just discussion. People are acting irrational and uncivilized. It is effectively censorship by popular opinion. You have no freedom without a civil society. The only way to freedom is truth, love, respect.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATPg_S5mR3I  

silence

 in china they say they have the "great firewall" and censorship. they say in america we have freedom of speech. But I want to say that we don't have great intellectual and open minded discussion. in fact I notice that the media mostly ignores the problems of the poor. They might make you think those people don't exist or their problems were not serious. Now we have the internet and our government has hidden the problems of the poor again through a complicated deliberate social engineering program. they have removed the ability to comment in many areas and are attempting to intimidate people into silence. all I can say is please have mercy. your country can never prosper this way. it goes against God and nature to deceive your fellow citizens. you may try to hide the serious damage you have done to me but I know. my prayers beg for freedom.  who decides what is a "troll". If I talk to you with respect and abide by common decency what makes me a "troll...

blocked

 some might accuse me of being a keyboard coward. I guess In reality I vary my words depending on who I am talking to. some things you can tell certain people and some things you can't. nowadays I don't feel so brave because I don't believe what I say is anonymous. in reality when there is a group of people standing around trying to figure out what to do I'm like everyone else, I try to make an intelligent suggestion. When I make my suggestion there are usually immediate facial expressions that let me know how the people in charge of the situation like it. sometimes my suggestion is bad but sometimes the expression says "who are you?". I think the problem we  going to have is like this. the facebook model has leaked into the real world and people think they can block anyone they want. you are not on my friends list. You are unqualified. I don't like what that idea suggests. maybe a little of "your suggestion doesn't fit into my belief system....