An attack?

So I have been posting a lot about politics lately and I want to blog what happened to me today. Like I was saying I had a bad day and I like to express my political business. I'm not a communist but I don't say this to impress anyone. If I was a communist I should be able to say so and not be punished for it. we can have a discussion. Sometimes when I express my opinion I find things on the internet that will later jump out at me as threats. Nobody replies or argues. I just see something on the internet on one of the sites I visit that I interpret as a threat to me. That they know something about me and they are going to punish me or shame me. I felt this today for about 45 minutes. I'm saying it was coming from the computer but I'm not sure. I don't think it was psychological. People on the internet don't always express themselves well and their meaning is ambiguous. If I am thinking something that lines up with their post it might cause  me to worry. This is what ususally gets me is that I panic. This is not usual for me because I have been in some real life bad situations and not felt fear like this. I can't stop using the internet or I won't. Its like stage fright or fear of persecution.

I will continue to post whatever I feel is the  truth.I have nothing to fear from posting the truth.No one else will solve my problems.If anyone disagrees they can reply here and it will be publicly visible discussion,or in private at my email. If you are an agent of the us government you may get my address and pay me a visit. Maybe you would not like to expose me as you might expose yourselves in the process.

Just so the technocrats, psychics, evil spirit,whatever, know. I was afraid for about 45 minutes,then I got  angry. I'm back to normal now. There are a lot of people reporting similar incidences.you can dox me, I don't care. Make me famous if you want. Obviously, I would prefer not to be, but I don't think most people would care.

I hardly get any views. Obviously I can't just express my opinion to anyone in real life, but this is the internet. If your boss was a rabid conservative wouldn't you be afraid for him to know you supported the other side?