Monday update

Still doing ok. I'm trying to keep that  "in the zone" feeling but I am struggling. I'm afraid to let my guard down because I know that could be dangerous. They know I just want my life back and they keep making false promises, then when you start to believe them they start making accusations. Don't lose touch with reality. Nothing has really changed yet. I hope if you understand me that we can find a way to help each other. They have hidden me and I have nobody to turn to. Stay healthy in your mind and body.