Random stuff because everyone in the world totally abandoned me.

so I wear glasses. So I saw a link to a method of improving your eyesight. I decided to look at it. It way basicly moving your eyes around to  stretch them. One interesting exercise was to take your thumb and focus on it up close then move it back and forth while keeping focus. I think I improved this technique by using a yard stick for more distance. I took the sticker from a banana to focus on. I'm nearsighted and my vision blurs a little beyond arms length but if you are farsighted you might have more problem as you move the target closer.  I think the exercises were based on yoga techniques.

I am posting an untested experiment again but this is your warning. If your eyeballs fall out don't blame me.

It seems that I'm constantly forced to play russian roulette while everyone else plays candy land or some other fantasy. This is how they try to attribute blame to the very people they are exterminating. I have a theory about why but if I wait I won't have to say anything.

My family constantly kept after me to keep taking my medication. They harassed and brow beat me into going to the hospital.  So now the doctors have allowed me to continue not taking the medicine and my family has abandoned me. I live in the middle of nowhere. I have no friends or family to talk to and I'm poor.