let me out

So the last 2 weeks have been surreal. I'm discovering that I'm probably where I am at this point in my life on purpose. Nobody has noticed my missing post. I'm pretty sure that my isp is responsible for poisoning my internet traffic. There is no response from them through email and I went to their location to complain. It didn't help. My whole internet might be a honeypot. I logged in to chat roulette because I was so lonely. All I found was men masturbating and surprisingly, people making fun of me. Mr. Schnitzer seems to have disappeared from youtube. I'm hoping this is a statewide phenomenon and I can run for the state line but I'm not sure. I can't get advice about where to go and I can't seem to communicate with anyone. This is a prison. I don't think that I'm divine. I'm not a witch. I'm just human. If you can read this post, I'm ok for now but I do need help.