forgetful

So I'm still living in my car in california and I have a memory problem. It started before I left but I'm noticing it more now. When  I go to set something down I don't even remember putting it down and when I go to find it it's like I hid it from myself.I'm sure it's psychological. Long story short because I'm on my laptop in my car, I'm wondering how many diseases are not only curable but deliberate.


A side story there is the church called "the well" and they advertise on the radio saying "find love at the well".I drove by and the sign said "we hunger and god nourishes us".  So I cut a large forked stick from a tree and stuck it through a can of powdered milk and stuck it in the ground in front of that sign. Ha fucking ha.