Im homeless.

Its been a really long time since my last post. I'm still alive. losing hope. the police in mountain view stole my wallet. I got stopped. I reached for my back pocket because I knew they would check my ID. I had my wallet. they patted me down and said it wasn't there. later I camped in the woods. I was totally broke and out of gas. I saw large dogs and ther was a sign warning about mountain lions. I made a weapon by putting three nails through a small baseball bat. I stayed the night in the woods but everything was wet and it was hard to keep the fire going. I tended the fire all night and it went out anyway early in the morning. I decide camping was too  hard to do alone with no supplies and I went back to my car. a man said I had to leave and gave me $10. I drove to palo alto and started eating from the grocery store dumpster. a cop stopped me in thwe parking lot and started talking to me. he seemed nice. then he wanted to look in my car. I didnt think I had anything illegal but he found the weapon I made when I was camping. They charged me with manufacturing a weapon. a bullshit charge IMO. I went to jail for a week in milpita. they let me out and I had to find my way back. I had only the clothes on my back. I tried to follow the transit map but it was no good. I couldnt tell where I was on the map. I tried finding the streets on the map but I walked miles just looking for them. many streets I passed were not on the map at all.I started following the sun. it rises in the east and sets in the west. I knew palo alto was north east from where I was from the map. I walked too far west to start with. I turned north and kept going. I got out of jail at midnight. I walked to after dark the next day and I got tired. I walked so long I had to stop. It was cold and raining. my hair was buzzed off.  I layed in a dark spot to sleep . I pulled my sweater over my head. I thought I would get sick and die. I layed there shivering.  I don't know if I slept or not but I got back up and stated walking again. by daylight the next day I was back in palo alto. I got stopped by the police as soon as I got there. They had impounded my car. I still haven't been able to get it back. I've been homeless. I'm being harassed by strangers. The people here and the police are hostile. I have walked hundreds of miles since then being harassed and hoing from town to town while eating from te trash and sleeping on the concrete. I found blankets and clothes once and had my bag stolen and lost them again. I went all the way across silicon valley looking for work and food or anything that I can use. I signed up for food stamps in sanfrancisco. they gave me a card but it didnt work. I still don't have an ID. I took the train across the bay. I had no food and no place to sleep .It was pouring rain. I left silicon valley. The motor city of electronics is just as dead as detroit. My food stamp card is working but I have no cash.I'm living in a tent and I am still being harassed. I can't take much more. last night the hole in the fence I was walking through was marked with ribbon. this morning a police car was nearby.

someone do something.