anything but vanilla

I'm really upset that I have to say this. I've been here for months and I'm forced to admit that most of what is going on is racism. I wasn't even noticing peoples race when I got here. I ignored  seeing mostly mexican neighborhoods. couldn't ignore when I went through towns like this one. the majority of the homeless people are white. The majority of the city workers are mexican. Most of the black people seem easy to get along with. hardly anybody is saying anything to me. I'm shocked at the hypocrisy so I want to make a list.

Segregation. special bathrooms with a combination so only people who have it can use them.

Affirmative action. Unfair hiring practices

Immigration problems. They stole stole my ID and won't et me get it back.

Injustice. the police have been totally unfair.

Sexism. the women are probably the root of the problem and they have the worst attitudes. I get less help because I'm a man.

This is sickening. So you need help and you get help and as soon as you don't need help you do the same thing that was done to you to the people who helped you.

I grew up with people of other races. I was a minority so I couldn't be unfair to them. They where the ones that pointed out my skin color. it's funny because we are called "white" even though we have so many traits. eye color , hair color, culture. I think even personality differences between nationalities. but as soon as the skin color changes we are half white. I have Mexican cousins. I had a mexican stepdaughter. I have half puerto rican nieces and nefews. they are not half family. why name us by our skin color? don't forget all those different traits because they might disappear.

it looks like genocide. sorry for my grandpas who killed their own people to stop fascism.

Besides that I've had girls flashing their crotch for a couple of days now. You know all you have to do is smile and say hi? maybe they want me to fix myself. they throw you away whenever they know you won't do what your told. even the white girls want anything but vanilla. you can't have my mojo. If you want my mojo you have to take it.

There was some graffiti on the picnic table that said love yourself.  do you give your food to a stranger when you are hungry? no, you don't. If you are going to hit a brick wall in your car unless you swerve and kill pedestrians I'm going to bet you kill the pedestrians. You are born loving yourself. I don't know if you can ever not love yourself. what idiot even thought that up? I wrote "love each other". that's the hard thing and that's the problem.

I said in a previous post. all the good qualities God gave us are being used against us.

Just try to inherit the world without God.

there's 2 places where you live forever.

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