hypnosis

I have said before that I think that what is happening is that I might have been hypnotized in some way to make mistakes and harm myself. yesterday was a very bad day . My cart kept breaking. I kept fixing it but I couldn't keep it fixed. I woke up this morning and my cart was more broke than it was last night when I went to bed. I have been searching for a technique to remove any hypnotic suggestions or triggers that might cause this behavior. I'm trying something new today exercising my awareness. Mindfulness has been all over the media. I couldn't see what would be valuable about it myself until now. I knew there was propaganda but I didn't really think that we were under attack back then. a lapse in attention and focus could be the cause.

science!