Thought broadcast

 I've been so alone that I prayed for people to understand me. I believe that is why I have what some people call the delusion of thought broadcasting. Maybe I'm not the only one who believes that other people feel your emotions or even think the same thoughts. even while under this belief I don't think i was understood. I'm on medication now but my time unmedicated was like a spiritual experience. my thinking and senses may be dulled but I still believe in my experience. Even if people could share the same thoughts they could never understand me. I am here on my blog where probably nobody will read. I don't believe in social media popularity contest brainwashing. the music still seems to understand me sometimes. It has a spiritual quality. my opinions are not responsible for your actions. other people however, are influencing your actions. I will sit here alone and pray for people to understand