I'm crazy

I feel like I'm getting crazier by the day too. No friends. Eat sleep repeat. How can that fix someones mental health? I've made some strange posts here. A few times I had a blog and I got scared and deleted the whole thing. I don't want to do that this time. If I made a post that sounds crazy or made you angry I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make anyone mad . just psychoanalyzing my own problems. Society expects someone  to be perfectly pleasant no matter what their circumstances and I can't do it. I freak out. I get upset.  Sorry. I know nobody is going to help me. I also know I can't save myself. Here's hoping for a better afterlife I guess.

this song

and this song

 and this