Free speech

metal music has sang about the end of the world for decades.if it ever happens they told you so. people are saying that chatgpt is causing psychosis. i dont have a problem with chatbots. I have been running my own large language model with speech to text using ollama+whisper. it would have to do something really strange to make me think it was more than a program.I used to have a problem with the fortune program though. the random fortune cookies would mess with my head. sort of similar to delusions Terry Davis had. funny how schizophrenics sometimes have similar delusions. I watch "the telepathy tapes" and they say they can prove autistic kids are telepathic. schizophrenics have been saying this forever but nobody believes them. it's like an ability you can barely grasp. like seeing or hearing something barely distinguishable. I believe in dowsing because i saw it work myself, so that proves to me there are forces we don't know about. chemicals can alter emotions so ...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6BOHpjIZyx0 people like to accuse me of playing the victim rather than think about what I am saying and change things.fact is I have zero friends in my life because anyone who would make this accusation either behind your back or to your face is not a friend. a real friend would not think so lowly of me. especially when it is your own family that knows you have consistently worked and sacrificed for them. they themselves do not know the true meaning of those words. a real friend would have empathy.  I've been delt some problems that are nobodys fault, as far as I know, like mental illness but, at least since becoming an adult I have given a strong effort. my situation continues to change though and every situation needs a unique effort. recently I'm not sure what to do. I'm too old for this shit. I blame the media. did anyone notice how all the media sites removed their comment section? the media has consistently taught people that money make...

 I'm an introvert. I try to make friends but i'm really not that social. this is a disadvantage in life. sure i'm a geek I guess and I spend as much time as I can on the computer and building electronics but I don't know anybody.I'm not a nerd, nerds do better in school than I did. nerds are my heros. whether you are a geek or a nerd you are likely a little introverted. if you watch the propaganda they tell you "small business is the backbone of the economy" and things like that. small businesses are just that , small. they don't create jobs. talk of meritocracy is just that. most businesses hire family, then friends, then people they like, and lastly the most qualified. I never fit in anywhere and people don't care about me. the so called community can be very exclusive. when it comes down to it you find out that real friends are rare. every action has results whether they are direct or not. I hope they have to pay for what they have done to me. I...