Free speech

Nobody used to have 100+ friends before Facebook. I don't want to talk to your wall. Google is you phone book. Google is your map. Google is your employment office. Etc. Etc.

My daughter's apparently sold their soul and I'm trying to avoid the same thing. I can never  imagine submitting to them. I can be forced to do something but never willingly. they know I need things now or i will die . I  think they will let me die. My daughters are more concerned over getting the blame than losing their father. They said after i got angry it was my fault they abandoned me. I was trying to correct you dumbass. I see what's going on. Tears of Anger My cool new name is Tears of Anger. I have the message logs linked there too. I told them it was passive aggression. Maybe they didn't think I could name their crime. The  whole thing looks disorganized. Everyone is messing with me like I'm a target but never intelligently. I got mad at Google maybe they are unaware of the problem. I could help them with the problem.

So I'm still living in my car in california and I have a memory problem. It started before I left but I'm noticing it more now. When  I go to set something down I don't even remember putting it down and when I go to find it it's like I hid it from myself.I'm sure it's psychological. Long story short because I'm on my laptop in my car, I'm wondering how many diseases are not only curable but deliberate. A side story there is the church called "the well" and they advertise on the radio saying "find love at the well".I drove by and the sign said "we hunger and god nourishes us".  So I cut a large forked stick from a tree and stuck it through a can of powdered milk and stuck it in the ground in front of that sign. Ha fucking ha.

I moved to california! I'm looking for my dream job and real human beings. I haven't found either yet and  I have been here 2 weeks. I live in my car and google is still stupid but I feel better. I hope to meet people with similar interests soon. There are a lot of different types of people here.

The state police were just here. Me and my daughter had an argument and someone called in anonymously. They walked in my house without a warrant. They would not leave till I let them in. I'm putting this in my blog too. you know who I am. The joke will be on you in the end. Your governor is gay.

Google results were better 15 years ago. IT seems that all  the results are deliberately giving me bad information. Make me buy the wrong this or that and nothing I need is ever cheap. I got kicked off the dating site too. I'm screencasting every internet session now. When I bust your shit I'm going to have evidence my rights were violated. We'll let the judge decide. Remember your oath!! Punitive damages Judge Judy!

I have noticed a few interesting things I want to write. I have been having a tingling in my limbs especially my left arm. I thought it was nerve pain. It feels like electricity. the funny thing is that if I touch my other arms especially interlocking my fingers it goes away after a couple minutes. The other day I was having nerve pain in my legs so bad I couldn't sleep and I turned off the main breaker and it went away. So did the annoying song that was stuck in my head. Possibly mind control. Maybe they just stopped doing it when I turned the power off to confuse me. I get images flashing in my head. I was on the dating site. I'm not now because they mysteriously deleted my account. I guess I have nothing to do now.They funny thing is that if I look at pictures of faces or porn. Yes I look at porn. I think a little libido is good for you if you don't let it control you. When I close my eyes I see images in my head. I don't recognize any of the images as something ...