Free speech

 between the media and the polls, our government can manufacture our opinion. are they going to fix anything or do they just want us to shut up so they can change the subject? Sometimes I think our leaders are malevolent but I would hope for leaders that are more benevolent and sympathetic. how come nobody compares our space program to the tower of Babel? I choose header pins over 1000 different proprietary connectors. I'd rather just get out my soldering iron. I'm the guy who used old phone wire for my breadboard. over 20 years ago i was online telling people that outsourcing electronics was bad for national security. common sense. People shouldn't go around patting themself on the back. I think there is a proverb that says that.  "I told you so" means "too late". https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2yzI5OQkOs

Since I was young people told me not to discuss politics and religion. This is my blog.it is about politics, religion, technology with music thrown in. when i read about technology i don't want to hear politics and i dont want my separate opinions on politics held against me. if i want to discuss politics i will go to people who discuss politics and anywhere else the issue separate. compartmentalized. i guess some people are too opinionated to  do that. the democrats are poisoning the party. the poor people need help. i know you want everyone to work. there are very few good jobs. there is very little job training. no second chances for anyone. the justice system is way too harsh and more harsh on the poor. the rent is too damn high. when someone asks a politician about gays or abortion or guns or anything else controversial, tell them it's not your priority. make helping the poor your priority. i'm free to say these things anonymously. i know everything online is public bu...

  our own electronics are the perfect tool to enslave us. i'm not being alarmist. I'm not saying anybody will do this.If they come after me I want them to know that I am not the asshole. I've stayed quiet. I've let them have their say.I've not bothered anyone. I've disavowed my rights as a citizen really, they've taken those from me. And what have I needed that was so bad that they hated me? their companionship. not even respect. less than i deserve. what should i do if even my existence is a problem to them? i can rot i guess or i can say fuck it all. there are several forms of justice.Learn for yourself. there is justice and there is hypocrisy. I'm speaking a language they don't know but they do understand and they don't like what I'm saying because it is true. the truth will set you free. my science tells me this is a social construct but also spiritual. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gINrK9RJ6-o people tend to misunderstand me whether ac...

they call the social safety net socialism. aren't fire and police, water and electric infrastructure all socialism? they say that socialism is only control of the means of production and that would mean none of those things are socialism. I thought socialism was collecting private resources for the public good. that would make pretty much all government socialism. some people are saying "the US is a republic and not a democracy." the definition of republic is:"a state in which supreme power is held by the people and their elected representatives, and which has an elected or nominated president rather than a monarch." the definition of democracy is:"a system of government by the whole population or all the eligible members of a state, typically through elected representatives.". you know what's communist? public roads. by the way i have some jokes. I have a degree but i lost it. I can show you the bill and you can imagine how smart I am. haha. self ...

 what is the oldest rivalry? older than cat vs. mouse. old as life on earth itself. it's male vs female. I believe males should respect females. some females can be scary. the best advice to give a young male is that females should not be underestimated. females will take your job and then reject you for not having more income than them. they are purely competition. if they are placed on a pedestal they will only look down on you. mothers daughters wives sisters may love you but don't test them. females play by different rules than males. they are friendlier to each other than to males. this is not the same for males. we struggle alone. what would happen if men stuck together the same way women do? the balance has shifted too far to female but it will be restored. females dominate only because our society allows them to. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8ivYKJTrgo

  CNN CBS ABC NBC PBS are all on our side so why does anybody disagree? FOX news is more entertaining and you can't listen to fm radio without right wing bias. they repeat talking points to their audience 24/7.the comedians all mock and joke but they don't criticize policy. none of them ever say anything relevant and significant. you would think that college educated journalists would know how to influence their audience.try relevant and significant criticism. for example transexuals are not relevant and significant to the majority of your audience. i dont care about accusations you can't prove and i don't care about the size of their genitals.PLEASE, say something relevant and significant. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xp7svl4l5Dk

the curse of cain was to wander. wandering can have some bad effects on a person. without a home you have very little chance to start a business. life is more expensive when you have to pay for shelter. you lose your friends every time you have to move. the effort to belong somewhere can bring unscrupulous characters into your life. you yourself can become an unscrupulous character. you have no community. people distrust strangers. "good fences make good neighbors." a peaceful quiet place where your mind and spirit can settle. people get along better when everybody has nothing. no money or property to argue and fight for. fail to respect the wrong person and they will let you know that they are no better than you. "we are being invaded" turns into "ethnic cleansing". the government rules by the consent of the people but now that consent is created by the media. it's not popular to feel sorry for you.  there's no mark to protect you. you are nothing...

 you do as you're told. we will take advantage of you by doing whatever we want. I'm calling it weaponized hypocrisy. they don't even care if they are called hypocrites any more. they don't really care what we say at all. they have anger and we have comedy. don't get me wrong, on some level everyone is a hypocrite. but they don't always do it deliberately. I will accept the criticism when it is true. science has had faithful fanatics for a long time but they only accuse religion of doing that. science is supposed to be repeatable but unless you have done an experiment and proven your theory it's just blind faith. Not every experiment can be conducted in the exact conditions either. some people decide they have seen evidence but can't repeat the event. one day you see a sign and the next day it may be gone. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPu8SiwjtTg

i just saw a video about racism and sexism that I didn't watch. I wondered what people they would like to help. rich women or poor women? rich minorities or poor minorities? the poor of course. so why not all the poor? they keep carving niche laws for specific categories and turning us against each other.they are going to lose the argument for all of us. I see 5 problems. 1. hiring practices are unfair. 2. education is a gamble, possibly because of problem 1. 3. the justice system oppresses the poor by design. 4. housing. 5. the media. a good job is the best way out of poverty. the problem with people is that they prefer people they know. so if you are in their network you are more likely to be hired regardless of being a woman or minority. I think social media will affect this. people make the excuse that ownership gives owners the right to choose but they refuse to excuse the poor for the outcome. i have no network connections to get a good job is a legitimate complaint. you can ...

 its a strange coincidence that I ended up homeless and now homelessness becomes a political issue. I put all my ideas online.I havent yet held back an idea trying to make money. right now It's mostly because I'm still living out of bags. so github is a backup as well as a way of perpetuating my work via other people. my mental illness is mild I think. it's like a sense of panic accompanied by racing thoughts and emotions.I don't really have hallucinations. the problem for me is the fatigue and lack of motivation that come with the medication. I'm drinking energy drinks trying to stay awake. plus I'm too old for this shit. when did caring about people become unpopular? I watched "all in the family" and now I can see that it was propaganda. what bothers me is not the message of the show but why we needed it and who was responsible.I remember around christmas time tv would show "a christmas carol". a movie about immorality of greed. now the pop...

I welcome ai taking more jobs. some people think they are more evolved than others. you can't compare people who live in completely different worlds.I do admire the skills some people have. I only get looked down on by them though. I have skills too. they don't seem to respect anything about me. your world is devolving. you need your niche just like me. your skill will be obsolete when your world is different.you are not more highly evolved. you are human. Society can run a million different ways. Should we constantly raise the requirement for living or adapt the society to the population?   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVFEyWn2kJU

metal music has sang about the end of the world for decades.if it ever happens they told you so. people are saying that chatgpt is causing psychosis. i dont have a problem with chatbots. I have been running my own large language model with speech to text using ollama+whisper. it would have to do something really strange to make me think it was more than a program.I used to have a problem with the fortune program though. the random fortune cookies would mess with my head. sort of similar to delusions Terry Davis had. funny how schizophrenics sometimes have similar delusions. I watch "the telepathy tapes" and they say they can prove autistic kids are telepathic. schizophrenics have been saying this forever but nobody believes them. it's like an ability you can barely grasp. like seeing or hearing something barely distinguishable. I believe in dowsing because i saw it work myself, so that proves to me there are forces we don't know about. chemicals can alter emotions so ...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6BOHpjIZyx0 people like to accuse me of playing the victim rather than think about what I am saying and change things.fact is I have zero friends in my life because anyone who would make this accusation either behind your back or to your face is not a friend. a real friend would not think so lowly of me. especially when it is your own family that knows you have consistently worked and sacrificed for them. they themselves do not know the true meaning of those words. a real friend would have empathy.  I've been delt some problems that are nobodys fault, as far as I know, like mental illness but, at least since becoming an adult I have given a strong effort. my situation continues to change though and every situation needs a unique effort. recently I'm not sure what to do. I'm too old for this shit. I blame the media. did anyone notice how all the media sites removed their comment section? the media has consistently taught people that money make...

 I'm an introvert. I try to make friends but i'm really not that social. this is a disadvantage in life. sure i'm a geek I guess and I spend as much time as I can on the computer and building electronics but I don't know anybody.I'm not a nerd, nerds do better in school than I did. nerds are my heros. whether you are a geek or a nerd you are likely a little introverted. if you watch the propaganda they tell you "small business is the backbone of the economy" and things like that. small businesses are just that , small. they don't create jobs. talk of meritocracy is just that. most businesses hire family, then friends, then people they like, and lastly the most qualified. I never fit in anywhere and people don't care about me. the so called community can be very exclusive. when it comes down to it you find out that real friends are rare. every action has results whether they are direct or not. I hope they have to pay for what they have done to me. I...

 If you have a yubikey 5 and you want to use it on linux remember to set the pin. one day an integrated circuit printer could be real. There are lots of semiconductors besides silicon that might be used.Graphene is a fairly new material.a crystal radio uses a "crystal" as a diode. that diode can be made out of many materials.Even a lesser quality semiconductor would be valuable if it was printable. when i'm off my medication i'm manic. the medication has serious withdrawal symptoms though. they are the opposite of the side effects of the medicine.  It makes you sleepy so I get manic. It makes you hungry and thirsty so I have no hunger or thirst. it makes you emotions dull so you get very emotional. these withdrawal symptoms can last a very long time because the medication takes a long time to get in and out of your system. I'm on my medication. schizophrenia is basically a self fulfilling diagnosis. I'm pretty convinced that if you take these medicines for abo...

  Our problem is spiritual. people just don't care. we had our culture war and they won. the losers are becoming "soft kill" victims. I'm a little nihilist. we are born without our consent and pain and fear trap us here. i highly doubt the recent pro-mortalist attack in the news, most likely a false flag. where was the fbi? the news is only what they want you to hear. the biggest injustice is the justice system itself. the poor, homeless and mentally ill are being swept up in it. how will the majority relearn compassion. Why do we rush to help people affected by disaster but refuse to house the homeless? people must not believe in an afterlife or any form of karma. pray all you want but you knew this was happening and did nothing. the LEAST you could do is speak up. if everyone is too scared to speak up to help other human beings then what will save them? feminists and minorities get a voice but what about the poor. if we are not trying to help poor women and poor min...

 I was thinking about augmented reality so I looked it up.It looks like augmented reality contact lenses are becoming a thing. How practical or useful they are i don't know. Then I thought if you closed your eyes you could still see the display, maybe even when you are asleep. What are the applications of digital dreams? Does AI generated dreams sound creepy to you?

I have been watching some video of Terry Davis and I don't see anything mentally ill or schizophrenic about him. Why would anyone want to put a person on debilitating medication unless it was absolutely necessary? I see some similarities between us. May he rest in peace, or the afterlife of his preference. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pM1LRNSOals

 I was reading today and I found a comment that said there is free speech but not freedom from consequences and I wanted to reply but I knew I couldn't so I put my reply here. in a mature and civil society the consequence of free speech is debate or just discussion. People are acting irrational and uncivilized. It is effectively censorship by popular opinion. You have no freedom without a civil society. The only way to freedom is truth, love, respect.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATPg_S5mR3I  

 in china they say they have the "great firewall" and censorship. they say in america we have freedom of speech. But I want to say that we don't have great intellectual and open minded discussion. in fact I notice that the media mostly ignores the problems of the poor. They might make you think those people don't exist or their problems were not serious. Now we have the internet and our government has hidden the problems of the poor again through a complicated deliberate social engineering program. they have removed the ability to comment in many areas and are attempting to intimidate people into silence. all I can say is please have mercy. your country can never prosper this way. it goes against God and nature to deceive your fellow citizens. you may try to hide the serious damage you have done to me but I know. my prayers beg for freedom.  who decides what is a "troll". If I talk to you with respect and abide by common decency what makes me a "troll...