Free speech

I have a creepy halloween story for you. It's personal stuff that I don't say usually but it is halloween so that's my costume. I don't want to brag but I meditate and pray a lot.   I have seen things in the sky. I have seen small white spots many times. I showed my ex wife one one time and she said she saw it too. I saw two planes one time that looked like they were fighting something higher up in the sky. I have seen lights that looked like planes at night but they appear and disappear for no reason. The other day I pulled to the end of the driveway and a shooting shot in the direction I was going to pull, as if to say "go". I've already explained the stuff about the stars I found. I feel like I'm under some sort of mind control so I question everything. I've been on psychiatric medication and I've been hospitalized and other thing have happened so there was opportunity for that. This morning I dropped a part and I looked for i...

I had this awesome hardware idea. My best ever maybe. I was making uv spotlights for my car. I got the lights and changed the led to uv. They had a dome convex lns on the front. After I played with them for maybe a month I realized they could be used for something else. A projector! So they have a tiny led in front. I took a Nokia 5510 lcd and cut a big square behind it to make the lcd see through. Funny thing it was almost like it was supposed to happen.I have to tell you the story. After I got back from that big city where I slept in the parking lot I cam back to my town but I was afraid to stay at home .I stayed in the parking lot and one the things that happened was that I saw a "shadow cat". The cat moved around, disappeared, reappeared and did cat stuff but it was only a shadow. So it's halloween and I'm scrambling like a lunatic to build this projector. Of course I want to project a cat. I'm not going to make. I got the idea the day before yesterday a...

I'm still bored and lonely. I'm not sure if I can trust anyone now. I wanted to download Jimi Hendrix along the watchtower and I got the song but I went to look up the lyrics and I fount that Bob Dylan wrote the song originally. I wanted to hear his version but I couldn't find a good  recording. I guess there is a lot of history that goes with that stuff that is before my time. I had a couple ideas. One of them I posted on slashdot already. I  don't post there often because most of that stuff is over my head. I  like to read though and I try to fit in. I had an idea about a game. It's probably been done already. A reverse violence game. The signs are all pointing there now that I think of it. The idea is that people are bothering you and maybe trying to start fights. Your goal would be to get through the game without being violent of causing injury. Then I thought about it more and I realized that's what cops do. 

Jesus said you can't divorce a woman unless she is unfaithful. I'm thinking that the guy he was talking to was tired of his wife or something. What if the woman is trying to kill you. I think Jesus would agree that you should throw the ring at her and run.

I had a lot of events to report but you know them already. The only cure for that arrogance is to make you beg. IT's easy to forget about this psychic control if you lose focus but I know now that what I've seen is a small piece of what is happening. I'm not exactly sure where it is coming from but I know it is there. It's all lies.Not just the government  , maybe reality itself. Every institution, Every source of information, Even our own thoughts. Let me explain my bad mood to people so they don't judge me as a hateful person. For the last 3days I have heard aerosmith angel playing in my head. It was never one of my favorites. I'm telepathic. I'm also a ham radio operator. Playing music is against the rules. Angels? Who's listening and are they friendly... THE PEN IS IN MY HAND? Is that the pen15? I don't like the pen15 in my hand.

So I woke up with a great idea. I went to buy a lotto ticket the other day. The first store I went to  was not selling lotto I went in and the music they were playing sort of messed with my head Not too bad  but a little odd. I went somewhere else to buy tickets. I handed the clerk my lotto slips and she complemented my hand made bracelet. I handed her a five for the tickets. She said there's blood on your money. I remembered that I did that cutting the stones for my bracelet. That was even more odd. Like I said all the stores are messing with people. Could be a coincidence. I won't hold it against them. I will go back and try again. Let's hope they don't do something even dirtier. I don't know poison or whatever. I made a new invention.  You can't even find them online. A 12v LED UV spotlight. 30 watts is awesome. I might go up to 50 watts. You just need a boost converter a high power UV LED and a housing and I like the convex lens. My design has went through...

More for me I guess.